My emotions

Today is inauguration day here in the United States.  Donald Trump is our new President. Typing that sentence should make me vomit, but truthfully, I'm numb.  I'm in the middle of a prolonged rough patch in my personal life.  Combined with today's events, I'm left walled off from my emotions.  I can only access them at the most superficial level right now. That's what happens when you feel unsafe.  I will continue to work to regain access to my emotions.  Fear will not control me.  I will be whole, despite whatever actions our new President may take.